21st SEPTEMBER 2020 As the night goes deeper, my thoughts also sinked with it. You know what the teachers at the high school once said? " Focus on your study right now,dont think about love. You will find the right one once you go to college." Silly thing is that I once ,believe it. Recklessly drop the books in library and find cute guy/girl pick it up for you... Or Study alone in the library and someone is watching you... Cringey isn't? But yeah, that's part of your youth. When getting older ,you will smile at your youth silliness. The moment when you suddenly like someone,the moment you started to chase him/her and the moment you been heartbroken by puppy love. Weird isn't? Me too. I once feel it. Feel the exciting emotion of wanting something/someone to like me back. Like it is not enough to like him/her alone without the mutuals feeling. So here I am ,writing this for those who will read and feel the same as I was (once), you're not wrong. The only thing ...
7th of July 2020, After such a long time reconsidering to create this again, I finally did it. I am nobody. I live for my own life. To you that gave me my wings, I'm grateful To you that gave me a life, I'm thankful To you that continuously be my root, I'm tree!(at least for now) I'm no longer live in hidden side I'm no longer live outside I'm now standing where I belong Stand still to be strong To you that gave me the pains To you that broke my wings To you that left me again I am now because of you I will live bravely Walking in the cold rain without tears Running under the sun without sweats Rushing in the night without fears And I will continue to live to tell the tales⚡