5thOCTOBER2020 They said, " you can't runaway from your problems." Or " You must feel sad about your bad luck with things,aren't you?" Most of the time,people around me always say something like they actually know the real me or the real things. Most of them, somehow always thinks they ahead of me in thinking about my future life that I dont even know what it is like. One thing for sure, almost all their 'all-known' chit-chat will be gone after a few of days,weeks or months not seeing me. And when they do see me again,it's square one again. Growing up as 'will be a great someone someday' really makes me ....umm. Early mature? I didnt dare to think about my own dreams back then because I'm too focused to be 'someone great someday'. Looking back at those times I left behind, I really had it tough. Like REAL tough. I'm not someone who is smart but I was trained to be one. I'm not born to be strong but was forced to be on...
My last note was in 2021 Can you believe that we made it to 2023? I'm a bit under weather now. Year has been very good to me. Year has been passed very quickly. It brought me back my wings. It changed me. Last two days I was in Melbourne with wet weather of 16°c. Yesterday I was in Bali with the sun,enjoying my Balinese massage. Today I am back in Malaysia with 34°c and a lil bit of rain. How? Just how did it happened quickly? As a flight taking off to touch down just after a couple of hours? How? How did heart changed? From cold war to a bright hot relationship? That's why and how the weather is. So, whenever you having a bad day, just think that you got 364 days of other day too. It can be good. A wet weather is just a sign to make sure you'll miss the sun.☀️