Moon and Her Light🌛🌕

7 May 2021 It was my biggest regret Met you as wrong people At the wrong time 

30th November 2020 I have a few reasons to stop But I'm holding on one reason to wait Precious time to waste And May the outcome is good!

5thOCTOBER2020 They said, " you can't runaway from your problems." Or " You must feel sad about your bad luck with things,aren't you?" Most of the time,people around me always say something like they actually know the real me or the real things. Most of them, somehow always thinks they ahead of me in thinking about my future life that I dont even know what it is like.  One thing for sure, almost all their 'all-known' chit-chat will be gone after a few of days,weeks or months not seeing me. And when they do see me again,it's square one again. Growing up as 'will be a great someone someday' really makes me ....umm. Early mature? I didnt dare to think about my own dreams back then because I'm too focused to be 'someone great someday'. Looking back at those times I left behind, I really had it tough. Like REAL tough. I'm not someone who is smart but I was trained to be one. I'm not born to be strong but was forced to be on

21st SEPTEMBER 2020 As the night goes deeper, my thoughts also sinked with it. You know what the teachers at the high school once said? " Focus on your study right now,dont think about love. You will find the right one once you go to college."  Silly thing is that I once ,believe it. Recklessly drop the books in library and find cute guy/girl pick it up for you... Or Study alone in the library and someone is watching you... Cringey isn't? But yeah, that's part of your youth. When getting older ,you will smile at your youth silliness. The moment when you suddenly like someone,the moment you started to chase him/her and the moment you been heartbroken by puppy love. Weird isn't? Me too. I once feel it. Feel the exciting emotion of wanting something/someone to like me back. Like it is not enough to like him/her alone without the mutuals feeling. So here I am ,writing this for those who will read and feel the same as I was (once), you're not wrong. The only thing

18th July 2020 Have you ever wonder why the villain in the fairytales become the villain? What is the reason to be bad person that everyone will hate? The truth is hurtful,painful and deceitful. But have you curious?  The world we live now is no longer where the good means good and the bad means bad. As example, see the glass and gloss a little and it will glitter like diamond but it is still a glass. The appearance is more deceitful. You can see the good outside but inside? Who knows what it made of.  Writing this and that, just to be a reminder to myself and you.  The good you see not always means good. And the bad not always be bad. Don't believe one story just because you know it for a long time and always be a good one,listen to another story even if you don't believe it, just listen and make your own judgement after that. You will learn something along the way. The Hero has its shield and The Villain has its trick.🤫

7th of July 2020, After such a long time reconsidering to create this again, I finally did it.  I am nobody. I live for my own life.  To you that gave me my wings, I'm grateful To you that gave me a life, I'm thankful To you that continuously be my root, I'm tree!(at least for now) I'm no longer live in hidden side I'm no longer live outside I'm now standing where I belong Stand still to be strong To you that gave me the pains To you that broke my wings To you that left me again I am now because of you I will live bravely Walking in the cold rain without tears Running under the sun without sweats Rushing in the night without fears And I will continue to live to tell the tales⚡